My 2 week break turned into a 6 month break and it’s evident
on my waistline (and my attitude about life, I am sure). For the last 6 months
I have not been as active in going to the gym, I haven’t been hiking as much (I
blame medical issues and the Arizona sun for this one), I haven’t been carb
cycling, and I’ve consumed my years’ worth of allowable sugar. I think part of
the issue was my motivation, but where did that change? I got social. From
April 2012 until about March 2013, I didn’t hang out with people, I didn’t go
out on dates, I didn’t care about having “friends”. Then I started caring. I
met new people. I created friendships I wanted to maintain. I learned that
maintaining friendships takes time. I became more interested in boys (I learned
that boys take time too, and patience). All the energy I had devoted to my
journey to be a better me was now focused on being social. I still haven’t
found my healthy balance, but I’m not happy with my waistline, and I’m ready to
finally hit that goal.